kimi1281

so. since im not the best at making up characters that dont look like highschoolers/teenagers but really need to practice i'm just gonna draw whatever oc of someones i am sent. ill even try drawing furries(lol i suck tho warning but ill try). Ill also try to make them full body. I dont really do digital so theyll probably just be a sketch. Seriously, I just need something to draw and i dislike fanart for animes(i only was drrrx2 soo). 
pls tell me what to do, thanks

so
while i cannot draw anime
i can draw portraits/busts
and birds
and landscapes

and for a long time i didnt feel like drawing, didn't keep a sketchbook but a few weeks ago i suddenly felt the desire to keep one and I have since and its already half filled and everything except some tree and hand drawings and portraits suck. rlly bad. I tried figure drawing(since all i draw is faces) and wow i am so bad. I probably wont post anymore art until i decide I make good stuff. 

animes just not my thing anymore
i cant draw moe for my life
arms are confusing
male figure is confusing

I finished my breadth for ap art a few weeks ago and I was happy with it until the artshow came along. Id redo my breadth but Ill just ball on my concentration instead.
so yeah im not just favoriting art these day.

i dont care about clothes anymore, Id rather draw

so i havent had to do this since like 2011 wow.
1. cake tagged me and idk how to do the linky thing to icons/accounts anymore
2. i had an artshow today
3. in an hour im going to another art show for a friend
4. i also ride my bike a lot
5. i tried quitting all drinks with high fructose corn syrup in them this week, i was sadly unsuccessful
6. i quit drinking milk Nov. 2013 because milk has hormones in it and its meant to be digested by creatures with more than one stomach.
7. i drink almond milk now bc soy milk naturally has hormones in it bc soy has estrogen in it. almond milk is so good tbh
8. i eat cheese now, it started out as something i was being forced to eat by my bf now i eat it by choice for the most part.
9. i was at a graphic design camp all week
10.i just want to finish my chicken painting.

1. Do you read webcomics? What's your top three favorites?
lol i havent read homestuck in foreverrr so i dont really read webcomics. im reading oyasumi pun pun online though.
2. Hearing, Sight, Speaking. If you had to lose a sense which one would you give up and why?
speaking i guess because i could still write and hear people who i care about as well as see them but id miss singing.
3. What was the last documentary you saw?
ooh i watch a lot of those. the last i saw was tiny its about making tiny homes, i watch a ton of documentaries so i had to check my netflix
4. Quick! You're out in public and you just realize you're about to sneeze, you can feel its going to be a big one with possible boogers flying out and you have no tissues or napkins on you. What do you do?
i put my nose in the crook of my elbow
5. Have you heard of a game called Wadanohara?
nooope
6.  Would you like to go to the Pants Party?
i enjoy pants so why not?
7. Would you rather do the dishes or do the laundry?
laundry. old food is nasty asl.
8. What motivates you to write?
my feelings, life struggles which i need to overcome, da bae
9. Do you know who cotten eyed joe is?
im pretty sure cotton eyed joe has to do with STDs...
10. What type of music[or lack of music?] do you listen to when you need to focus and do work?
indie/experimental rock slightly electronic music. i thoroughly enjoy grizzly bear's albums veckatimest and sleeping ute as well as department of eagles's album the cold nose. I like all of arctic monkeys albums except AM

since i know like no one on here anymore im not bothering to tag lol woops

Well I basically haven't used this site since summer before my freshman year and now it's the summer before my senior year soo yeah, i guess it's been a while. I guess i've improved over the past few years but I dont really draw anime anymore and haven't for a really really long time, i only really draw realism now(/semi abstract realism??) tbh and that's sort of what I intend to focus on but I wouldn't mind trying to draw anime again on the side. I may post things, I may not. It's just tough to draw things from animes cause I don't watch any anime anymore and the only manga i've read in years is Oyasumi PunPun. A lot of anime is just really lame... and not worth watching anymore, like they're all sort of the same. Also, I don't have the patience to watch 30 minutes of that stuff, I never really did lol. My reasons as for disappearing are sort of personal, I got involved with the wrong person and they pushed me away from a lot of stuff, art, this site, tumblr, and the internet in general. I've changed a lot in the past year and don't really spend anywhere near as much time on the web, the only times I'm really on are when I'm at home at night(this current time being an outlier) and I've really only been on these past couple days because I need art that inspires me for a sketchbook that will be part of my art grade next year, and I don't see as much art on my tumblr dash as I'd like. So yeah. That's that. If anyone who follows me even uses this site anymore wants to request something for me to draw, I might draw it, even anime.

I got my glasses today, they really dont change my eyesight all that much, but when I look down they distort the ground, which is weird for me...